Is there hope? I have a WW

[LANE777]

One other thing happened this evening. A friend of mine knows my sitch. He works at a restaurant. The OMs buddy went into that restaurant. My friend asked him how OM been doing. He said, '"well hes got this girl with all these health problems and she crazy!! He tries to break up with her and she cries and makes him feel all bad and guilty. So he cant shake her and doesn't know quite what to do. Shes af news"

First let me tell you how I truly feel, and is it normal? I think I am falling out of love with my W. I know I have my balls back. If she was to come back, I would probably...probably say "not going to happen"...is there stages to all this that you finally say I dont care? I mean I have 4 kids with her,.but the old W is dead. I'm not so sure I want to be with this person. Make sense? Maybe I'm just overreacting, but it seems she is bat shift crazy and OM is trying to get out and she is acting super desperate...I'm actually embarrassed for her and questioning my desires. What do you think? Did anyone else have similar experience or similar thoughts that I am having? Sorry typing from smartphone.