Is there hope? I have a WW

[LANE777]

Thanks Vapo
The marathon continues. W dropped kids off last night and no contact at all. Today I went to work and had another positive day. I was confident and talkative to everyone. I used to bring up my sitch more often to people who had gone through D. Its interesting how alot of people go through the same thing. Some recon. and some move on and are much happier and the WW is not doing so good. I also find I stay more positive if I dont bring it up at all. So I just stay up beat and busy. I still get that uneasy sick feeling in my stomach..just not as often.
I haven't seen or heard from WW for a while. I have slowly become a little bit more confident every day.
When I'm alone, I start questioning everything...lately its ...why am I wanting some one who is having an A. on me?
I justify my desires because of the kids and the history. But the M is dead!! So much to process for someone like.me.
Getting out and being awesome is what's been driving me this week. I hope it sticks...I feel myself slipping but then change my thinking as fast as I can. If anything, I've learned to control my thoughts. A person could literally think themselves to death or deep depression/despair. I will keep going for now. Time will tell! Keep a$$ in gear!