The "Stomach knots of intuition" have returned in full force.
She has a motive behind all she does, and this is a big move for her. so its hard not to try and decipher that motive. I know ill never know the real reason she did that.
They say hatred is close to apathy, so if i really didnt matter to her, she would have kept me blocked. So it tells me that I am still on her mind, which is fine, she should feel guilt.
I was going to go in and block her now that she has me all unblocked, but decided that would show A.) i noticed, and B.) it effected me. So i am just leaving it alone. I'm not allowing her the satisfaction of knowing i noticed, it effected me or anything else.
Haircut Update: She did cut his hair, and cut it short the way he wanted it and how i requested it.
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds
