Just another amazing day. Just staying positive and upbeat. People around me notice I am pulling myself out of the gulf of misery and endless wo. I think the more I obsessed over my struggles and heartbreak the more difficult it became. Do I miss my W...hell yeah...but she absolutely does not miss me. She came and took kids school clothes shopping and just dropped them off. I didn't attempt to see her. She seems very committed in her new feelings and life style.
I'm 3 months since separation. If I can get another 2 to 3 months like the last 2 days...I will be golden..I hope I don't crash, it could happen. Like up coming hollidays. But i will weather the storm. How long do you think until she starts sniffing? My oldest D said that she doesn't really remember what it was like when she lived here. If anything this has really brought me closer to my kids. My w D`s like hanging with their dad now.
I still have hope, just need to fix my broken self for now.
Lane
ME 47 W 38 M17 T20 Separated 5/20/18 D-bomb 7/9/2018 Nothing Filed 4 kids ages 6, 10, 14, 15
