I'm with Loves. It's as if you need to be with someone. The someone doesn't matter as much as being with them. I think you have a lot of work to do on you before jumping into another R. Otherwise you'll be right back here in a few years. But you seem like you do what you want to do in the moment so I'm sure you'll ignore this.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018