It yearns for her because I still see my old W. I have no proof of what's going on or what level of A is happening. For all I know, it may not be happening at all. I don't know that and I'm not going to bang my head thinking about what she is doing. I know what I want right now when it comes to myself and when it comes to her. Maybe my tune will change next week, or next month. I don't know.
I'm just taking it one day at a time with me. For her...that's her issue to iron out.
And I'm not doing anything to "win" her back. I'm not sacrificing my wants and needs to get her. I'm doing what I can to heal myself and give me the best chance at getting my happiness back. All the better if W is back in the picture.
No change in my strategies. No change in my hopes. No change in my efforts to Detach and GAL.
