It is extremely hard....exercising has been my go to and it kills a good 30-45 minutes and makes me feel good about myself. I am looking and feeling better at 49 than I did at 30. Three months of stress dieting (at first) and working out has definitely been good.
H-50 W-48 T-19 M -18 S23, S14 BD - 5/9/2018 OM discovered 5/10/2018
In house sep - 8/18/2018 Rope drop 2/15/2019 R'ing since 3/15/2019