Is there hope? I have a WW

[LANE777]

Monday

Today I took the day off to spend with kids. I've been a little depressed the last couple of days. Its been great being with kids but still have that void. Detaching is very hard. I know I'm better than this. I've avoided contact with W for a few days now. I think shes back to work from a weeks vacation. I've been trying to stay busy and trying not to think about her.
I'm not sure how long it will take for her to recognize I'm not there anymore.
Anyways, I'm just biding my time and enjoying the kids until Wednesday. I hate the fact they have to leave me. That's when its difficult to get out GAL. For some reason I know this is totally out of my control. I keep telling myself that its going to take a lot of time and patience . This is where I struggle. I need to put my trust in God and the DB. Time will tell, right? Being single is not my cup of tea. If I knew the outcome, it would be way easier. I just need to get rid the fear!

All I really want is to get my family back to one unit! Is it possible?