Hang in there Ballast. There is a light at the end of the tunnel even if you can't see it right now. Keep the focus on what you control - working on yourself, GALing, being loving and caring with your D. Be the best Ballast you can be, and let the W go.
W 34 Me 42 Married 7 years together 8 0 kids 1 beloved dog BD 4/6/2018 I moved out 4/7/2018 I moved back in alone 8/05/2018 I file 3/06/2019 D official 5/7/2019