Yesterday i went for a run with my S. It definitely helped burn off some of the negative energy i have. I got cleaned up and ran some errands and went book shoppong. Found a good book about success, motivation, and daily goals. I spent my evening with my S and did a little reading as well (including DR).
Today i feel completely overwhelmed by my situation. Missed an opportunity to work out this a.m. so that probably didnt help. Im struggling with making decisions for my S with my W even though we are heading down separate paths for now. This is all new. Im supposed to keep "us" in mind (financially), but still have to keep it in the back of my mind that there will be no us to consider.
W still is heading down the same path @ 100mph so there is no change there. I will cut length of conversations even shorter from now on for my sanity. Its obviously not about us anymore so I need to keep myself as first priority.
Im going to work on my 180's more going forward. There are some areas that i can stand to improve and this is a good start. Procrastinating being number 1. Matter of fact im going to take care of something right now...
Last edited by equalzr; 08/19/1807:06 PM.
Together:20 years M:3 years Me:40 WW:40 S15 A suspected:5/17 AC:5/18 BD:8/18 WW in full blown R w/ OM Still under same roof
