Picking up Her MESS #3 and is getting Worse

[marina7]

Journaling,

I wonder sometimes when will this nightmare be over or dealing with W. 
Anything I do or say W goes off unfortunately I need to keep W updated on kids.
Pickup s10 has sore in mouth and positive on strep throat. W response to text.

M s10 has strep now all kids are in antibiotics please her them new toothbrushes. 
W. When did you take, what time why is they always sick with you. You always making me look bad blah blah. 

No response at all. First strep throat takes days for them to get I just pick up s10 with 
Sores in mouth and fever. How in the hell I am making up. 

Now I also know kids are under stress of course they are sick. 
Everytime when I think finally things are going get better W has a way of snapping 
Instead of simply saying OK. 

I do lots of reading, therapy and groups sometimes I wonder if we be better 
If W just vanish like W did in the beginning. I know it will be hard on kids but 
This is ridiculous the back and forth. 

It so hard having a MLC and having young kids involved. There's no way I can 
Go dark or no contact. Is so hard to have a GAL I pray soon court be over and Kids and
I can move on with life. Kids and I need it. We need peace