Hi Helena, probably this thread will be locked before getting my message through. Just wanted to say, keep strong I know how hard it is and you have been at it for really so long. Living through physical separation, I can tell you one thing. It is good for you and absolutely not good for the kids in my opinion, unless of course there is a screaming match between the parents every day and there is no peace, it is always better for kids to have both the parents together. Contemplate on what you need for yours and their happiness, whatever you decide we know you would have done for the best. Hugs.