IH, I can understand that. But at some point the texting will become bothersome too. Just like my phone calls about nothing with Kayla. It was one of those things where I craved the contact so much, but after it was over it was completely unsatisfying. Kind of like when you are jonesing for a steak. So you order one and it is sub-par. You leave the restaurant disappointed because while you might be full, it wasn't what you were hoping for or expecting. In fact, you kind of wish you had just gone for a burger or something else instead.

That is the way it became with Kayla. The first few times her number came up on caller ID, and I didn't answer, I was anxious. But then as I waited to see if she left a message, and she didn't, I actually had a weirdly satisfied feeling. Like the sub-par nature of the conversation I just avoided was something I knew would have followed.....so then I went got a burger! LOL

When you get a text like that. THen respond, and she responds again. And the dust has settled, do you get that unsatisfied feeling? Maybe not yet but if this continues then eventually you will.

Also, let me ask you this, immediately after the D, would have been open to being a text buddy with her? Or would you have shut that down?

I am just spitballing here, but I feel for you man. I know you had your hopes up, as did all of us for you, and so far it seems like the sub-par steak.

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018