My WAS - looking help and thanks in advance PART 3

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I'm not real happy right now. Just had another convo with WW where I get blamed for everything. I should have skipped softball for her when we were "trying". I shouldn't have treated her so bad leading up to BD and that's why we're here. It's not an affair and other details that probably aren't significant.

I know I need to detach. She is right that we are here b/c of me treating her like crap though. If I was a decent, better person this relationship would have been stronger. Not that I can change anything in the past.