so received a text about the D process. W wanting it to be done like months ago. um this process will take awhile. as if our case is the only one. the more irrational I hear her, the more I know no matter how I've loved her in the past, the only option is to move on and get away. it would be interesting? to at least understand her mindset. how W seems to have gotten more angry as time as gone on. I don't need it, again just more of a curiosity. i wonder if within side of her does W really know what's going on...anyway
