Hi N, why are you always pushing me to think? It´s so easy to give advice to others...(thank you for asking...)
I remember lying on OW´s bed and thinking what am I doing here...this is not my place...who´s gonna take care of my W and S...we had a project of growing together and aging together...I had to relearn to fall asleep...
I knew then that my search for freedom was aiming for the wrong road. I was doing selfish acts and living on the OW´s unicorn valleys. Everybody on the game was moving the chess pieces. I had to stand aside and mend my mind. So here I am...
We all have our inner road. Some people have it paved and lighted. Some of us have to wield a machete to clear the way through. Facing our fears to know ourselves just to move forward in a healthy way...not an easy thing to do for many of us.
I think love should be the common denominator in all our movements. To love ourselves so we can love others.
So keep walking your road N. Take your time, no anxieties. GAL. Enjoy your D. She is walking with you.