Oh, sjohn, I feel the pain in those four simple words!

It's funny how much I used to miss my H. I don't know if I am fully detached or if I just can't remember the real H, but I never miss him anymore. I miss being happy and feeling loved though. That feeling is a deep ache.

I think it is a sign of your depth and ability to love against all odds that you miss her. But I am sorry it hurts.

I believe I will see the bounty of the Lord in the land of the living.
Wait for the Lord with courage.
Be stouthearted, and wait for the Lord.