Well this week, H didn't have the zombie, glazed foggy eyed look. He even texted with me about something and typed an 'LOL'. I haven't seen one of those from him since before this mess started.

So I was casual about it all and kept my cool, not sucking into his looking a little clearer. I'm glad I did because today he was back to being foggy again. It's very odd though because it seems like the clearer H shows up a bit more lately and then bizarro H takes over a bit after he lets himself smile and have a little fun talking.

Together for 13 years, married for 8.
H is 46
I'm 40
S is 6
Bombdrop in April 2018
Still in limbo as of 2019