Yet Another LBS w/ WAW

[hongaku]

Thanks, AS. I'm still not sure I'm going to do this at all even if I'm fully okay to do it legally. But I miss seeing my boys regularly, I miss my dogs, I miss my male friends that live in the neighborhood. I miss a lot. I miss my W, too, but that doesn't figure into wanting to do this and I'm pretty sure it would destroy any chance to R.

I'm just really frustrated about my sitch. Probably just trying to create the illusion of action to some extent by even entertaining this plan. That and I was kind of inspired by lusa having moved back in to his place in spite of his W and thus far not having too much blowback from it. I think I'm fantasizing more than anything else right now and need to get a grip on myself.