Can I really do this #5

[Dtrmned]

Just journaling mostly.
Wrapping up my trip. I was busy the whole time, but now have a little free time until my flight first thing in the morning. I'm doing ok, but just thinking, I haven't spoken or communicated with my W since Monday. I have spoken/emailed/texted my kids and they are good. I miss all of them a lot. Trip was great. Met a lot of new people so that was good. Socially interacted in the evening as well and that was nice to be out for a bit. I even got hit on last evening by a woman half my age. Of course I didn't pursue or allow that at all, in fact I didn't even realize it until about 10 minutes into the conversation. A little boost to my ego as well as she was an attractive woman. Laughed it off and thought about my W stating that she has been asked out a lot. I know that if we do D that she would have zero issues in finding someone to take her out. With her other issues I have doubts about keeping anything long term for her though.

Other than that, just a little lonely. I still love my W. I will never give up. I hope that she had a chance to think and reflect a little while I was gone. Hopefully she will be happy to see me. Busy weekend with the kids lined up as well so looking forward to that. I haven't done much thinking since I've been so busy and that has been great!

No idea what awaits me when I return. I will just go in and go from there.