Really missing D3 want to go to the beach and have a beach day with her. But I guess I just have to feel it, suck it up and GAL. Let W have her time with D3 and not run down there. I loved that beach trip for her birthday. And years ago I couldnt even live in the moment and appreciate it. I know I could now... but I lost it.
Thinking about W saying small steps etc knowing she isnt dating has me feeling like I can get it back... having a hard time focusing.
So drive up to the beach. Call her bluff. If she reacts negatively tell her that the texting made you believe she was open to more.
I don't think you'd like the result though. But try it.
I've said this before Did and I will say it again, I think your W's interest is more about extending the $2400/month you are giving her rather than REALLY being interested in R. Which is another reason agreeing to support you in leaving you was a mistake.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
