Because she has F**ed with my head enough over the past year that even something as simple as this throws me all off, honestly, sometimes im afraid to reply or not reply. Everything gets twisted and used against me eventually. Everything.
She has used every piece of knowladge she has about me as a weapon in the past.

You want the honest answer why this eats up so much headspace?
Trauma bonding, and fear. CPTSD and stockholm syndrome.

thats why.

M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4
All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18
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2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD
2 Major breakups.
2 Rebounds