Really missing D3 want to go to the beach and have a beach day with her. But I guess I just have to feel it, suck it up and GAL. Let W have her time with D3 and not run down there. I loved that beach trip for her birthday. And years ago I couldnt even live in the moment and appreciate it. I know I could now... but I lost it.

Thinking about W saying small steps etc knowing she isnt dating has me feeling like I can get it back... having a hard time focusing.

H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18