Not much to update with W. Things have been quiet/civil. For some unknown reason she did send me a facebook friend request yesterday (after she unfriended me the day before), which I found a little comical
On the unhealthy side of things, my weight is down 21 lbs in 3 1/2 weeks, and I don't think I've slept more than 3 hours per night since last friday. In the evenings I'm usually too tired to do much of anything. Friends have been calling and asking to go out for a drink, dinner, etc. I've gone a few times, but I turn them down a lot because I just don't feel like talking about this stuff. It's bad enough I think about it nonstop, I dont need to discuss it constantly too (except for here of course, lol). Plus, I feel guilty about going out and leaving our son. I've always been his 'playmate', not the wife, so when i'm gone he's bored out of his mind.
I know a key word in everything is 'patience', which is something I've lacked my whole life. I just don't understand how people sit in a state of limbo for so long. It's driving me crazy, despite all my best GAL efforts (again, would be much easier if we didn't have a kid I think).
Married: 15yrs Ages: Me 49, W 44 Kids: S12 BD: around 4/14
