Advice on my Scenario Pt. 22

[OrangeK]

Well. I am leaving tomorrow for my annual camp trip.
This camp is a very special place for me, all my friends will be there, and we have total freedom and 52 acres of space.

Spiritually this is an important place for me. I plan on spending a good block of time, off by myself in the forest, meditating. I plan to use the quiet, nature and cleansing power of water to come home as a new man.

This trip has always had EX and S3 there in the past, Last year she had been already seeing OM for some time, and all the pictures posted from the weekend last year specifically omitted me, because she told OM and his friends that Her and I were already broken up and getting divorced, so she played off online like i wasnt there and she was up with her friends.

So i will be purging that from my system.
Its high time i finish this crap and get moving on.

From October to April, i chased, pursued, begged and was a weak weak man.
April to Now, i have learned a lot, and DB'ed very poorly.
From Now till forever, i will be keeping myself in check.
No more blaming her for my problems, no more burdening others in my life with stories, and complaints of her.
Shes dead to me, as much as i dont want her to be, its time i act like it