Advice on my Scenario Pt. 22

[OrangeK]

I havent been able to detach, regulate my emotions, my thoughts or manage communication well with her at all.

I pissed everyone here off. I pissed my family off. Ive almost lost my job over it.

I am weak, and she is just..........heartless. Couldnt care who perishes in her wake.

Im done pissing people off. Im done discussing this, im done asking for advice, im done giving a S**t.

I guess ill just do what i do, see how things go and the chips will fall where they do.

maybe i get F**ked in the divorce, maybe not, maybe i lose custody, maybe not, maybe i lose my job, become homeless, whatever. Better than being dead i suppose.

I just ran out of give a sh*t, really. Im glad for all of you that have healed, moved on, done well. Wish i could be part of that group. But ill stop wasting bandwidth.