Advice on my Scenario Pt. 22

[OrangeK]

I guess i just cant say "Oh well that sucked, time to forget about it and move on"

The complacency i see here is astounding, it takes emotional fortitude i apparently do not have and evidently never will.

I have no clue how any of you can just, never bring up the thousands of horrid things that were done to you by people you were supposed to trust, and just chalk it up as a loss and act like everything is normal.

Time and time again it is shown that EX isnt the issue, apparently I am.
You all have seemingly agreed that I am the odd man out here, and i cannot seem to do the things that i need to do to move on from this.
I'm not trying to be sarcastic at all, that was a 100% sincere statement.

This whole clusterf**k seems like a giant "Damned if you do damned if you dont" scenario.

Im just done. I got nothing left. Im trying and it isnt working.
Best to know when to just give up and stop fighting the tide.