We didn't make it...My 9-year marriage and 12-year relationship comes to a close tomorrow when the Divorce is finalized...It was such an abrupt end to truly the most amazing years of my life...Words can't express the LOSS and DEVASTATION that coarses my mind and soul...The LOSS of hope, dreams, commitment and companionship that this Divorce leaves me with is a wound that cuts so deep I don't feel like it will ever fully heal...A part of me truly dies tomorrow... I'm at peace with the fact that she immaturely ran away leaving me/my family with so many unanswered questions and that is just how it is going to be...I take solace in the fact that people/friends noticed that I provided everything for her during our relationship and we truly seemed to love each other deeply... I worked very hard to try and salvage our marriage but for whatever reason, it wasn't enough to overcome whatever it is she is going through... Thanks everyone for your support, advice, and words of encouragement...It truly helped me to process everything that has taken place the last 3 months and I'm not sure what I would've done without it..
