Things felt like they were going so well up until this. I wish he would come back more level headed, but that's a wish and not a reality. I wish Don's explanation was true. But nope, he still has unresolved issues. So I know it is over and done. I guess I am still kind of trying to deal with the going from feeling good about this one moment to being dropped on my head the next. The emotional ups and downs lately have been screwing with me.
I do not want to date for fun. It's not fun for me. I don't want to have meaningless connections anymore.
I was barely married and have lived majority of my adult like unattached and alone. I never truly experienced partner.
I want what J9's friend said. I am done with games, I know what I want, I am sick of all these issues which prevent these men from being open to a possible R. I am so done with the BS and I am ready to do this.
Oh, did I say? when D10 came home, ex and OWW came in because they had to use the bathroom. D10 and OWW were wearing matching T shirts. Woman has had some balls. Come into my house like that. Ugh.
I am super cranky. My patients are all a train wreck. I just ate half a cookie because I am starving. My diet is crap. Nothing new on the market.
