Don, he did not try to stop me from leaving. He may have been holding me, but it was because he knew he hurt me. he was telling me he couldn't do this because I wasn't enough. he wasn't saying what you thought he was saying. I wish he was saying that, and I wish he sat down with me the next day and said that, because we all know I am an almost too patient woman with men's hesitations and issues. I told him I didn't expect him to be there in 2 weeks. He gave up because it wasn't there in 2 weeks. I really wish it was the scencario you had hoped it was. It isn't. I would give anything for that to be the scenario.
KML is right. I did break the ice, I apologized, I told him I wish it never ended and I told him I missed him. Our last words were Sunday night, I told him I missed him, he said he missed me, we said goodnight and wished eachother a good week.
And that was that. Nothing since. He was very active on POF and I am pretty sure he has moved on to the next (don't worry, I have deleted the whole app, so I don't check. I am not interested right now anyways) I read the text exchange we had the night it happened and yes, he was ending it. Because of that 10%.
I have nothing left to say to him. It's on him, it's clear he's moved on and he is not coming back. Do I wish he would? Yeah, I do. I wish he would apologize and tell me he made a mistake and wants to see where this can go.
KML, you are so right. That 10% is on HIM. He is missing out on a woman who cares, doesn't play games, who is a good mother, who is funny and smart. He dumped the total package. Idiot. And he isn't good enough for me. Someone who passes up what he says is so wonderful because he is still waiting for an instawife or the women who rejected him, well, I don't need a guy like.
One foot in front of the other. I am back to square one in many areas of my life, but, what other choice do I have?
