In woke up at 2.50am and again just now at 5:20am - both times in a cold sweat after having had vivid dreams I really freaked out because my W’s actions have been very clear- she has filed for D three weeks ago and has moved out to a new rented house on saturday. I have been GAL - meeting old friends and spending quality time’s with my kids since they’ve come home from holiday, but the more stuff I read about D it’s clear my W is going full steam ahead with this divorce.
I’m so scared - I just can’t bear the thought that I’ve lost her.
Me:48 W:43, Kids:S19, S17, S10, S8 M:10 years BD:06-18-2018