In woke up at 2.50am and again just now at 5:20am - both times in a cold sweat after having had vivid dreams
I really freaked out because my W’s actions have been very clear- she has filed for D three weeks ago and has moved out to a new rented house on saturday.
I have been GAL - meeting old friends and spending quality time’s with my kids since they’ve come home from holiday, but the more stuff I read about D it’s clear my W is going full steam ahead with this divorce.

I’m so scared - I just can’t bear the thought that I’ve lost her.


Me:48 W:43, Kids:S19, S17, S10, S8
M:10 years
BD:06-18-2018