all I can say is "darn". Man life is a you-know-what. You've been dealt some terrible things, most people would be ready to eject after that. Sorry that this happened. Keep working on yourself to be the best person you can, don't let her actions stop you there.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.