I miss him. I hate this. I miss him, I know he is online chatting up other women, and I haven't heard from him, and I probably won't. Part of my hopes he realizes what a mistake he made, but I know he won't. He is not too self aware. He is trying to replace his marriage and his last R.
I don't know how in a blink of an eye it went from everything being great to going to immediate sh!t. It really stinks.
And it isn't even the worst of my problems.
But I sure do miss him and there is nothing I can do about it.
