Reminding myself- Stop doing things to get a reaction from her. Do me, build my best life. Make my life the best it can be for me. If she wants to jump on board that is up to her. Be a man she'd be a fool to leave. Stop wasting mental energy on things I can not control....

Such a great time at the beach with friends over the weekend. Thunderstorms in the forecast today and tomorrow so W and I decided not worth it to bring D3 down to be with me at the beach. Disappointing. Back to work, back to reality here.

Feeling down. But gotta build it back up...

H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18