Journaling

So W came back from holiday late on Friday and dropped the two boys with me at the family home.
They both started crying and saying they were sad and that Mummy had said one of the reasons she was “leaving me” was because “Daddy doesn’t earn enough money”
W has been out drinking every night since her return and even has been posting pictures on FB including a late night selfie where she looks absolutely trashed with the caption “No one puts baby in the corner” - hastily deleted of course.
She is in contact with my brother and apparently was saying yesterday (no doubt hungover) “what am I doing?” - which of course makes me think the consequences of her going for this D are starting to hit home.
I heard that she says that I am generally not “nice” to her, so while DB-ing I’ve got to remember to civil but at the same time it’s going to be hard to be kind when I’m already at the LRT stage


Me:48 W:43, Kids:S19, S17, S10, S8
M:10 years
BD:06-18-2018