Good evening. Does anyone else get the Sunday blues. Usually I have my 4 kids on Sunday to Wed, but me being the NG let the W take them out of town. She picket them up yesterday of course. I'm glad she is out of town and not in this god forsaken town. I honestly feel like I need to pack up and move.
equal and joe, thanks for checking in and leaving me something to read. Its always helpful and food for thought .
I feel like me doing the detach has calmed things down a bit. I don't feel like anything bad or worse has happened in over a week. If anything, she will text me more often about kids. Yesterday she actually sent me a reminder to take our kids to an annual BBQ that our dentist puts on. Kinda strange, but she texted.."just thought you might want to take the kids"
Today has been lonely. I went to Church by myself. I have great support from the people that I go with. They are concerned and care about my family. I look around and I used to have the whole family with me. Now its broke. Someone did mention that all families have their issues... you just don't know it..so true.
It seems all the guys that are trying to detach still have a lot of interaction with their Ws. Im surprised at how many still live in the same house. It would be impossible to detach in that sitch.
Another week down and now a new week ahead, Good luck to everyone and I hope something good falls your way.
I appreciate the people who come and give me words of encouragement. You just can't hear or read enough of it.
L
ME 47 W 38 M17 T20 Separated 5/20/18 D-bomb 7/9/2018 Nothing Filed 4 kids ages 6, 10, 14, 15
