He is not religious. Neither am i though. Although i lean more towards buddism type of philosphies. I dont think i have narcissistic traits and i have 2 wonderful and selfless family members that are atheists.
It is hard to end this. He offers me stability and a chance at a family. But i am finding i dont like a lot of his traits. I am feeling like its an obligation to hang out with him as opposed to looking forward to it. I dont want to bring him places because i think he will act badly. I have been depressed (although my 2nd job is adding to the stress) i dont feel attractive (he never insults me in this regard) but i have just been feeling like this.
As a result. I am not being a good partner to him either, so i dont know what he is seeing in continuing things with me. I asked him if he was happy with me, and he said yes. I dont underatand how. Maybe its true that men like woment hat are not truly available? He didnt ask me that question back.
He does present as if he is the ultimate authority. All of the guys i have been with are like that.
