Completed paperwork today. Emotional day with the reality of it all starting to bite.
Still a long way to go on the detachment side of things.
She remains emotionless, plain faced, uninterested, very distant and withdrawn.
I am the problem and she will be better off without me. Her words.
MLC or just the natural end of a relationship? She is done and finished. It follows the script.
Really sad.
Got lots coming up on the GAL front; learning new skills, making new friends, new activities. Enjoying my job. Very much taking the focus off her and concentrating on me and the kids, where ever I can.
Staying out of her way, keeping a low profile, avoiding conflict and being civil and kind.
Can’t do much else really. I often blame myself but it gets me nowhere.
The only hope I have now is the love I have left, but it’s hard, very hard. I don’t know how long the love will last.
