Equalzr, Hey there my friend. Hope your night is going okay. I am glad you're trying. Its so normal to be depressed and feel down and out. 2 years is a marathon!!! Its hard to face the day and be the happy person you truly want to be. Keep the faith and know that heaven is on your side. And now that you've lost 20LBS. I call that my "back on the market diet"...all jokes aside. Just know you're a very strong person. You've been in the fire. For some reason, I feel that everything will be better for you soon. I think Ive said that before to you. You're W is a different person. The W you once new is in a sense "dead"... she's gone... The one that filed on you isn't the one you knew. So,thats a big pill to swallow. You were doing the right thing the whole time...remember that. You weren't the one out making poor choices on a daily basis. You weren't the one causing so much hurt and pain. You were the strong one doing all the right things for your family. Its nice that you have some support on here. Keep coming back and update us. Its time for you to flip the switch and move forward with yourself. No more doing time. Your now free...not exactly how you wanted ...but now you can choose what happens. Good luck equalizer! You Will Be Okay!
Last edited by LANE777; 08/11/1804:59 AM.
ME 47 W 38 M17 T20 Separated 5/20/18 D-bomb 7/9/2018 Nothing Filed 4 kids ages 6, 10, 14, 15
