Hi Rose, thanks for the reply. Im obviously a new guy and so detach has been a new process. And a slow one. I think I'm detaching when I don't go out of my way to reach out or communicate with WW.

equalzr...been thinking about you. Thanks for the reply. I hope your having a better day.

I totally know that I shouldn't ever get my hopes high....ever.

Everyday I have to convince myself I need to take care of me and the kids no matter what comes of this. And that its a marathon.
W will take kids and meet up with other kids tomorrow for a while...till next Wed. So I will have a nice weekend and try to get out a do things. School starts in a couple weeks and things will changing again. W left the week school let out.
This has been the worst summer of my life. Next week would have been the week I would take off and spend with our families camping. Not this year...Ive been trying not to think about it but it creeps in my mind along with all the other negative thoughts. Got to stay positive.


ME 47 W 38
M17 T20
Separated 5/20/18
D-bomb 7/9/2018 Nothing Filed
4 kids ages 6, 10, 14, 15