My WAS - looking help and thanks in advance PART 3

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Thank you all for responding to my frustration last weekend, and thanks for asking today!

I'm hurt and sad. I so wanted to believe we were trying (in the MR) and things were going the right direction.

I still want to "set the record" straight. W told me last week, before she left, that her mom said I was being controlling/manipulative by setting my boundary with her (not hanging out if she is with OM).

I want to convince the inlaws that she is in an affair, bc they said it's not an affair.

I want to text the OM/his family to clue him in on the lies she told him. But they're hoosier trash and might love the drama.

I want to yell at my WW and call her a liar, a cheater, a fraud. You told me you loved me, asked about wearing rings, made love to me, kissed me.

I want to set an ultimatum and divorce her, but I'm not ready and don't know when I will be.

I haven't contacted my W, nothing from her. But she is a weasel and is probably scared anyways bc she knows she lied and betrayed me again.

She tried logging into my Instagram again, I got an email saying you're having trouble logging in at 3:43 AM. Nope, not me.

So I'm fighting all of this and trying my best to detach. I'm down at the lake now w/ my mom and her husband and my sister. Going skiing, swimming, boating, cooking, and relaxing.

And I'm trying my best to help some of the newbies here.