Oh look, the PMA queen is back!! Hi Sun, nice to see you brightening up this place again. I noticed you were posting over on the MLC-depression thread... I read over there a lot. Good insight, esp. from MGoBlue and Snodderly.
Triple J, I stole my post name from your earlier post. My magic act analogy refers to focusing on me (someone I can control and someone I rather like)... but hey, if your W is around, I'll try some tricks on her and see what I come up with. Send her this way.
My magic is apparently not working wonders on my H these days-- not much word from him except for some intermittent email interest in my computer issue. I've been thinking some about this and feel I've really come to an understanding of space, dropping ropes, letting go and all that good stuff. Also come to a good place about the "friends" issue. I've defined what that means to me, and realized that the same work required of us both to be friends is the same work required for beginning to rebuild our R/M...trust, understanding, honesty, etc. So that's where I am on that issue. Open to the idea, but not focusing on it. Open to H, but not exclusively unless something shifts. And open, but not settling for a "friendship" of benign neglect as Azure so nicely put it earlier.
I am having a fantastic week -- wonder-wise, if we forget that my big project at work is running behind production schedule.
So... working on my goals (which include having fun)...
I am a teen mentor and we went bowling yesterday with the kids... my first time ever bowling. I did pretty good too. Also taking on new roles within the 2 professional groups I am involved in, my course on goals is going well, just started a challenging new yoga class and started learning bellydance (boy is THAT hard!). Also caught up with a friend I haven't seen in a while-- planning to do some fun outdoor type things together for summer.
And if I can work around the planning snafus, there is an outside chance that I may join some family members on a last-minute vacation to Mexico next week... it's been on-again, off-again, but I'm hoping.
