I have realised that the W I so desperately wanted to R with no longer exists. It's ironic that she doesn't want to be with the man I used to be and I don't want to be with the woman she has become.
Lusa, that is very well said. This is almost exactly what I said in IC this week (you just said it much better because I kinda fumbled my way to it). It helps to know there are others going through the same problems, feelings and emotions. Thank you.
Me: Late 30s WW: Late 30s M: 12 S: 7 BD: Late April '18 (Wife left next day) OM confirmed: July '18 (20+ years older)
The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. - Psalms 34:18
