51 or 50 who is counting

Yes I knew it was going to be somewhat awkward

So just decided to go with the flow

Looked good was upbeat and cheerful and enjoyed myself

When she went to the powder room her friends who did not know she was married started asking me some questions but I just kind of laughed them off

Afterward she said she was glad that I had come and asked me how I felt

I said I appreciated the invitation and enjoyed myself

Yes kids are getting ready for back to school

Oldest to college

And then the younger ones still at home

W is reconnecting with kids more and being more active in back to school prep

No post vacation distancing so still moving in the right direction

Inch by inch

Patience patience patience

This really does take longer than you think

I was looking up at Mars the other week

And thinking of you praying

And just let my awe of the universe open me up


Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids
2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong
2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2
2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving