Oh he's definitely gas lighting me. Attempting to, anyway.

Yes, things have been bad for a long time. We've both played a part. I still have not really forgiven him for what he did to me 7 years ago. He is incredibly controlling with me. It is incredibly fragile.

To my surprise, he actually does have an appointment scheduled with the recommended counselor on the 21st. I asked if he wanted me to schedule a marital counseling session with her practice partner, who happens to be her husband. H never replied to my question.

I'm going to back up everything and then do a factory reset on my phone. Jesus, I never thought it would get this out of hand.


I have the patience of Job.