Thanks mtb, I may be over reacting or she is super good at hiding it.vstill not sure. We are getting back closer everyday, and I haven't noticed her being high on anything other than her weeds. Lol. That normal no Biggie. I'm happy at the moment and I feel we are gonna be ok, but you never know. She may flip the switch any second. I'm ready though, I don't think I'll hurt very much. Hell can't be like last few months. Time will tell all. I'm just being the best I can be, the rest is up to her. Counciling is gonna be the deal breaker I beleive. I think that's what she's waiting to see. Thanks for advise. Duly noted! Guard is up
