Hi Arsh, I'm sorry I wasn't able to respond earlier. I feel so, so, so sad for you spending that night alone. I feel worse for you than I ever felt for myself just because I couldn't live if my daughter had to stay somewhere else when she was an infant. I wouldn't have had the strength to voluntarily let anyone else take her away for even one night. I don't know how you managed to do it. Do you legally have to let your daughters go before the divorce is final? It seems cruel to your infant to be away from you. No one can explain to an infant what's happening. It seems like your husband should be able to take your older daughter and leave the infant with you at least until she stops nursing. That's just such a horrible thing to separate a mother and baby. I hope you got your angels back and have the next to you now. I'm so sorry again.