equalizer,
Hey man, are you okay? I feel for you. Someone once told me that you will always get an answer to your prayer no matter what. It might not be what you want but God know whats best. It has been hard for me to believe God would want us to have a broken family. However our Ws are have their free agency to choose. So they are the ones who will have consequences of their choices. So, You're a very strong person for putting up with your sitch for almost 2 years.
I am very surprised its been going on for so long. You won't want to hear this but I think its a good thing for her to move on out. I think it will be tough for you for a few days and then on and off again for a couple months. But I can honestly say that when my W abruptly left I was devastated for a couple of weeks. I didn't have any of these tools here on DB. I was a growing idiot pushing here further and further away. Now for you, she leaves and I think your past all the big mistakes we all made in the beginning . You can actually continue GAL. The hurt you feel will start to fade sooner than normal I believe. Go listen to Led Zeppelins "your time is gonna come" cause thats exactly whats going to happen.
I was thinking about all the women from my early days that did me a crappy at the end. A few of them got their pay back in a bad way. So thats what Im counting on for you and my self. Karma will come to her. Just sit back and enjoy the show. It might take a while...maybe years but trust me it will come. Who cares about the filing...seriously ...if pushes you to the next chapter in life. You and your boy will be so much happier in just a month and then a year you will look back on all this and wonder why you let it go for so long. Its okay to be devastated but only for a little while.
I will pray for your happiness and comfort...god will give you strength to get through this. I will be checking back on you soon bro.


ME 47 W 38
M17 T20
Separated 5/20/18
D-bomb 7/9/2018 Nothing Filed
4 kids ages 6, 10, 14, 15