I have kept up with your thread for a while now, and so much of the stuff you feel these days is echoed in my feelings here. It's a constant tussle between losing respect for your H and wanting to work things out and do the right thing and all that.
I think in both your case and mine we need to really tackle the project of OURSELVES - just live life to the fullest, do things we might not have done with our H around and all that. Please ourselves. Get to a really good place. With or without H.
Livnlearn
"The unexamined life is not worth living" - Socrates
