I know everything your going through believe me I do. Try to have as much fun as you can with your kids. When your alone and the emotions hit, let them out. Its part of it. I wish i could give you a magic remedy, but unfortunately there isnt one, if there was id have used it by now. Trust God right now, go to him often. Thats what has helped me through some dark dark days.


Together:20 years
M:3 years
Me:40
WW:40
S15
A suspected:5/17
AC:5/18
BD:8/18
WW in full blown R w/ OM
Still under same roof